The best of times.,

Lyrics make me happy

Its been a long and lonely trip but I'm glad I took it, Cause it was well worth it, got to read a couple of books and do some research before I reached my verdict, Never thought that I was perfect, always thought that I had a purpose, I used to wonder if I'd live to see my first kiss.

The most difficult thing that I did was to recite my own words at a service, realizing that the person I was addressing probably wasn't looking down from Heaven, or cooking up something in Hells kitchen, or trying to listen in or eves drop from some other dimension, which is self serving just like this is.

Conveniently religious, on Easter Sunday and on Christmas, the television went from being our baby-sitter to a mistress, technology made it easy for us to stay in touch while keeping our distance. Til we just stayed distant and never touched, now all we do is text to much.

Eeeeee...

Its nice to know when people care :)



Briony davies you are without a doubt my best friend.

'HEY' 'um hi?'

I am actually so unbelievably jealous of you.

I think everyone is a little bit.

just because im used to it now

Doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt a bit when someone you have never even seen before shouts 'lanky bitch' at you from across the road and you have to just walk by with your headphones in and pretend not to hear because you are not brave enough to tell them to just fuck right off.

I wish I was brave.

I like swimming. I like reading. I like diet coke. I like geography. I like camping. I like bike rides. I like CDs. I like dresses. I like birthdays. I like the beach. I like holidays. I like clothes. I like kate nash. I like summer. I like roller blades. I like sun. I like nail varnish. I like perfume. I like cameras. I like storms. I like time. I like fun fairs. I like food. I like walks. I like climbing trees. I like parks. I like travelling. I like secrets. I like live music. I like summer nights. I like warm rain. I like snow. I like magazines. I like fire. I like diving. I like cats. I like photography. I like flowers. I like to pretend. I like macdonalds. I like brown hair. I like peoples eyes. I like laughter. I like tummy gurgles. I like confident people. I like little kids. I like scrabble. I like late nights. I like writing a journal. I like pretty handwriting. I like strangers. I like letters. I like the past. I like old things. I like stories. I like make believe places. I like secret dens. I like guitars. I like being on the roof. I like swings. I like hugs. I like glasses. I like the night sky. I like rainbows. I like candles. I like ice cream. I like the theatre. I like london. I like taking my time. I like picking strawberries. I like holes. I like ivy. I like cream teas. I like honey. I like elephants. I like postit notes. I like green leaves. I like knowing the words to songs. I like people who make me feel loved. I like fate. I like making people laugh. I like train journeys. I like spontaneous things. I like boat rides. I like new places. I like dreams. I like secret messages. I like private jokes. I like duvet days. I like baking. I like fairy lights. I like Plurk Fam.


I have far too much time on my hands.

Kate nashs new album?

Yes please.

GAYYYYY

I actually love my friends so much. They iz da bomb :)

Things have changed so much in the last year. I am so proud to be able to say that i am friends with such amazing people.

<3

shit.

You are the only exception...

I swear there is something seriously wrong with me.

I MISS YOU

so so so so so much.

Yesterday I was watching one of the old Americas next top model and one of the girls friends from school had just passed away and they had to do a photo shoot in a grave. I admire her so much because she still carried on, i don't think I would have been able too. It made me cry.


5 months is far too long.

Life is full of moments

"Oh, I don't like the way I never listen to myself
I feel like I'm on fire and I'm trying to cry for help
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all"

and each of them keep sliping through my fingers. I feel so unsure at the moment, like everything is covered in fog.

No one can truely see how they appear to others, camaras and mirrors never paint the full picture.