The Merry Men

oh life is good.Things are looking up and we still have 5 weeks of summer fun :) I want to sit outside the harvester every night and make plans to sabotage the Duchess.

I want to go somewhere new

take me river, carry me far
lead me river, like a mother
take me over to some other unknown
put me in the undertow

Summer is so shit

Not gonna lie, this is going to be a bad summer.

I have nothing to look foward too. No adventure in some far away land or long summer evenings on the beach.

I suppose I turn 16 but thats not really a positive because it will mean spending even more money, that I don't have, having to buy adult tickets.

Briony Davies is gay

I like bum.
I like poo.
I eat poo quite often.
Sometimes I drink wee too.
I wish Claudiaa Reidx would notice me because she is the love of my life.

Team Edward xoxoxoxo.
I even have the lunch box.

Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

'Never give up. Never let anyone hold you back and never stop being yourself. What may seem like a series of unfortunate events, may just be the first steps of a journey. We are all put on this wonderful planet for a reason, and although you may feel that no one would even notice if you were gone, but believe me there is always one person in the world that will miss you. You just may have not met them yet. We are not perfect, and we all have our fair share of regrets. But dwelling on them solves nothing. This does not mean that we no longer feel bad about what we have done, it just means that we look at those problems and make sure they are not to happen again. You may hate the way you look, the way you speak, or the way you act. You may want to lose weight and will not stop at anything until you're at that 'goal' weight of yours. But listen to me. You are all beautiful, in every sense of the word. The world is a big place, and you may not feel as if you fit in here, but believe me somewhere in the world you will. It may come to you, or you may have to find it. But keep looking my darlings, and keep holding out for that time when you are free. Because that is the best feeling.

Keep breathing. Keep living. And keep hoping. You only get one chance at this. It is never too late.'

This person doesn't know who I am and never will but their blogpost inspired me. They have basically described all the things I have been feeling recently and it made me realise that I am not alone. We all feel like this sometimes.

Much love to you Bea. thank you .

Disgusted

I knew it was coming but still...

Please

Someone give me some new clothes? And a new body would be nice too. I don't like mine.

summer so far

has been lovely. but i think i am going to melt in this heat. I love bike rides so much and I love just sitting by the canal drinking my pepsi and reading glamour magazine.


I will go see Kate Nash no matter what.

sooo...

how do i do that?